I’ve got some news everyone! (aka the 4 people who actually read my blog)
I’m going to start creating a video game! I’m very excited to be starting this journey. I’m not alone as I have a team of 3, but might be needing more. (keep an eye out, I might be hiring.)
I know I’m probably going to get very frustrated, but in the end, I think it’s worth it. I’m sure I’ll learn a great deal, and it’s something I can keep working on, like a hobby or something.
My team does plan to release on steam, but we are unsure of a date, as some of you know, making a game takes a pretty long time. We haven’t just started this overnight, but I wanted to share the news with y’all. Once we get some progress we might look for beta testers and such.
I wish I could share all the great and amazing details, but that’s a surprise that’s going to be kept quiet until near release.
As I make progress, I’ll update my twitter - @Madison_K_LECH
The thing I can tell you now however, is that it’s most likely going to be a 2d game, and there will be so much customization. The reason for that is because I can relate to playing games, and wondering why I couldn’t make an object the way I wanted, or couldn’t change my character, etc.
I have no idea yet how this will affect my blog, but please stay patient with me.
Thanks for reading,
This is a little rant/ personal talk about how I feel about being super ambitious, combined with many other traits. I hope you enjoy, maybe some of you can relate? Let me know in the comments!
Ambitious - adjective
having or showing a strong desire and determination to succeed.
Most people would think being ambitious is a blessing. I think at times it can be an amazing blessing to have, but other times not.
For me, being ambitious is always thinking about my future, like what im going to do with my life. While school is mostly to blame for this, because they are constantly reminding us that college is just a few years away and we need to know what we want to do with our life, I have my own conflicts that come with being ambitious. When you combine an Ambitious trait with an anxiety one, it can get pretty messy.
Often, I have thoughts of what im going to do if I don’t succeed in school, or just life in general.
While it’s good to have a backup, plan incase everything blows up in my face, it lowers my self-esteem really fast. In just a span of an hour of thinking, I feel worse than I did when I started thinking. On the other hand, however, when anxiety isn’t kicking in, I feel like I can proficiently plan for my future, however it leads to so much overthinking. Overthinking is my favorite thing to do, from simple things, like conversations I’ve had in the past, to questions on an exam. My mind is constantly in motion.
On to my next issue, Is I get so many ideas of things I want to do constantly. Take blogging for an example. I want to become a somewhat good blogger that people know about, but then I also want to create a video game. The list goes on and on.
Lately I’ve found that writing my ideas down helps a bit, but I keep overloading myself with things I want to do, and with school starting back up here in 8 weeks or so, it makes it very challenging to stay optimistic, because I know school and my part time job will take up at least half of my time, and my other half going who knows where. I hate wasting time, so that’s why it’s so important for me to really realize what I should be working on, like my blog and other writing projects. Things that will benefit me in the future.
In the end, I think that if I can get all of this under control, I can really make this trait into all benefits, but It’s a long road until then.
Thanks for reading, and stay tuned for another post. Sorry about the long wait times!
I wanted to give y’all a bit of an update on how my life is going. I thought I might owe it to you since I haven’t been very active. My apologies.
School is out, and I am now a junior at a local Early College High school. Once I graduate, not only will I have my high school diploma, but also my associate’s degree. I’m hoping that with getting my degree earlier, I can make some kind of change to the world. Unlikely? Yes. Do I still want to try? You bet.
Even though school is out, I’m still taking a duel credit course, and I still have to work, so it’s a bit of a struggle to get all my posts done. I don’t just write for fun, I'm currently looking for freelancing jobs and I contact blogs for guest posts and so on. I’m not sure if I’d want to make a career out of this just yet. I’m still leaning towards something with criminal justice. Marine Biology is in the back of my mind. It looks to be an amazing field, but the pay coming off most of grants, I’m just not sure. I don’t even have long to figure this out, so you know. No pressure.
Anyways, I've got a few post im working on that should be published soon. In the meantime, check out my photography and art section!
Also if anyone has a request for me to write about something, feel free to contact me.
Thanks for reading!